Hey, I'm not dead... surprise surprise...

I don't know, as of lately I've been feeling really down. Not to sound all like, pity me pity me, but yeah. Everything just seems to be going downhill, and everything's changing. I just found out that I can't tell my BEST FRIEND anything without them telling someone else. Thanks, that really boosts my confidence (you know who you are).

This is how my weekend went.

Thursday- my rabbit died, a surprise, but she was 8 years old... but she was healthy too. Atleast she didn't suffer.

Friday- I had to run a community event, that turned out to be a disaster: the cops showed due to two fights.

Saturday- I went to a wake for someone I didn't know too well. Wound up falling asleep during the service. On the way back to the wife's house we found some dead guy on the side of the road; no joke. Also, I was sooo bored; I gave my parents a list of things I coulda done.

Sunday- pretty normal, except I fought with my dad over a misunderstanding of chores and homework.

Monday- I woke up at 12, my friend never called to say if they could come over. I stepped in piss, had to clean that up, there was shit in front of the door, had to clean that, my mom "threw" oatmeal flakes all over the floor, she cleaned that, and my hamster was dead. Then my friend never came over either.

Tuesday I found out that one of my classes were gonna get cut next year because "it didn't fit the budget" I went to a meeting and got sooooo bored with one of the presentations. I had had rehearsal, so this is how this day went.

5:30- wake up
7-2 school
2:45-5:30 rehearsal
5:45-6:45 dinner
6:50- 7:10 get ready for meeting
7:30- 10:30 meeting
and then after this I had to do all my homework and then go to sleep to redo all that, minus the meeting... Sounds like fun, and stress right?